"I don’t know what the key to success is, but the key to failure is trying to please everyone".

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Getting Over Myself

I am my worst enemy, because I am never satisfied with my performance. Self-critical, negative, words that describe me. Unlike many I am not afraid of failure. I have been down that road, and it has helped me with my successes. A PERFECTIONIST, I must get out of my old ways. Stubborn when I need help. "I must get over myself, before it conquers me".

Friday, June 18, 2010

Twisted......

Emotions hidden, deep down are unforgiven. Common feelings, unspoken, concealed and boxed away. This sensation I’m feeling, keeps me from expressing the truth behind my obsession for you. Weakness is not an option, my strengths cause many problems in which I am fighting to maintain a balance. This balance is an obstacle I wish to overcome, hopefully soon enough to pursue happiness.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Save Me...

As I lie here, countless nights wondering when the day will come. Will I be freed from this guilt I feel? Why must I feel this pain you bring me? My weeping nights are far from over. They say it will all be over soon. Will it? Will I regain such confidence in life or must I struggle to find what is right for me? As day turns night I remain still, free-falling against will. I stumble, in this puddle of mud in which, it like quick sand, pulls me down... down.. down into its center and with my last gasp of air, I am still reaching for that last bit of hope that you will be there to save me!