I miss our friendship. This feeling I've had for a while now. I miss how things used to be.
The good times. Two rebels in a crazy o' Riverside. Road trip buddies now turned wordless sharing common space but seldom interact with one another. This loss of communication has led to our friendship deteriorating. Sometimes I find myself questioning how things would have been if my current situation hadn't changed. Would we be as close as we once were? Is my status the problem to our friendship? I wish I could understand. Please help me understand, so we could go back to how we used to be. We went from socializing about life and problems to hardly ever talking about anything. A close friendship we thought would continue to grow has in fact stopped. Constantly reminiscing on how things were I find myself wondering how I can change the situation. Did we try hard enough to mend our broken friendship?
Fixedly staring at thin air, wondering how we went from expressing our feelings to each other to having vent elsewhere. How did it get like this? Hidden in the activities we engage in, I am constantly pondering what is going on in your life. I feel like you are hesitant about expressing your feelings with me. I am still the same person I used to be. What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was hanging out with you? I'm falling apart trying to make sense of what little bit remains. All I ask is for a second chance. Can we start again to strengthen our broken friendship?
That's all I ask of you.
