In the Mix

In a constant battle amongst me, old habits have made life an obstacle in which I remain indecisive and sometimes hushed. Struggling to embrace truth and the feeling within causes others to become worried and misplaced. Remain humble yet true to those who love me. Focus on outcomes instead of momentary fixtures and pleasures. Limit wants above needs. Forever remain true at heart instead of conscious. However, to remain true is to except the self as a work in progress. No individual is perfect, but we aspire to be. I fell in love with you, you, and you but each feature was different. Consciously dividing the good and bad into one, I am left wondering what the outcome will be. You are great inside and out. Unlike any other you are truthful and humble. And YOU are relative in which we connect as one. Our features are alike, strong willed and motivated. The last of you are stuck fighting for what you believe in yet have let bad habits remain your blockage from your achievements. Combining all three would cause an imbalance in each feature one contributes. Suggesting that I miss the ways things used to be. Before I decided to withdraw from the old me and focus on the innovative me. I hope that we can remain as close as possible, and maybe work things out in the future. If our friendship ends in sentiment, I hope you can overcome it for I would hope to lose a great friend….. The one who got away!